Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The Haunt
Stacie isn't either, Tim!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Right Here in the Middle
Missie said it best, I'm stuck in the middle, I just can't get involved in the motherhood conversations but its not always cool to get wasted anymore either. I'm stuck between being a newly wed and motherhood. I love these people. I haven't felt this close to friends since high school. It's just that sometimes I don't feel like I fit in.
Stacie Was a No Show
Friday, October 17, 2008
We Can Make Plans
Maybe a football game at my old high school tonight, they put in a new 'stadium' a couple years ago and I haven't seen it yet.
Then Saturday morning, we're going to see my niece and nephew's soccer games. This is the only Saturday that all three of them play at different times. We can actually watch all of their individual games without having to run across the field at half time of one to catch the next one.
Early Saturday afternoon I get to make food because we are headed to a friends house. The Lake friends are getting together for a hay ride and a bonfire. Woot, woot! I can't wait to see all of them, maybe even Stacie and Hans can hang out. (Hans is my friend's drinking name, he has been known to dance on his own table.)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Untitled
battles never won
people standing blindly
out of reach of the sun
And I'm telling you
that I am in love woah
I am in love
I am in love
with a girl that
holds me with her eyes
voices surround me
bicker and i shame(?)
I wish with a passion
why can’t she feel the same
and I'm telling you that
I am in love woah
I am in love
I am in love
with a girl that
holds me with her eyes
trying to be a friend
and maybe that it'll be
I know what i feel inside
please see the beauty in me woah
please see the beauty in me woah
please see the beauty in me...
my heart feels empty
soul shakin' pain
I wish I could hold her
man I lose but I gain
and I'm telling you that
I am in love woah
I am in love
I am in love
with a girl that
holds me with her eyes
and I'm telling you that
I am in love woah
I am in love
I am in love
with a girl that
holds me with her eyes woah
holds me with her eyes woah
holds me with her eyes...
Domestic Problems Untitled
My friend Patti and I would sit in her mom's hot tub and sing our favorite songs. This was one of the songs we would sing often times more than once. I don't remember the first time I heard it or how long I've known it, I just feel that I alway have. I sing it in the shower, I sing it when I shovel snow, rake leaves, or while mowing the lawn. I sing it when I am in a hot tub with or without Patti. I, like Patti, write the lyrics on my note pad rather than doodling. This song is a part of me.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Collar Bones
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Stacie Was Here
Stacie was here. It even says so on the pavement outside of my friends trailer in white side-walk-chalk. Holy crap Stacie had a good time! I think she kissed a girl, in front of my husband, I also think she showed her boob. Most importantly she and I learned some valuable lessons:
1. Do not head bang after doing three tequila shots. Stacie may have enjoyed it and she may have even thought she looked good doing it. I on the other hand have had whip lash ever since. No good.
2. Don't mix many types of alcohol. If youre gonna drink tequila, drink tequila. Don't start with homemade kahulah, then take a swig of Rum Runner, then a swig of Apple Pucker, back to the Rum Runner, and oh, Tequila Rose, Rum Runner! Three rounds of lick it, slam it, suck it, then lets sprinkle some more kahulah in between all of that. And top it off with some beer. Again, no good.
3. While I may know my limits, Stacie does not. Stacie got sick in my aunt's yard. Then I got sick in R&L's yard. Then I got sick on some one else's yard. Why is it that Stacie threw up once and I had to deal with the rest? This is a first for both Stacie and myself, we have never thrown up from too much alcohol. No good.
4. Did you know that if you down a bottle of cold water, 20 minutes later, when it comes back up it's still cold?
5. I believe that if Stacie and I didn't throw up I would have been so hung-over. I really wasn't, I just downed a bunch of coffee and then gator aid and I was good to go.
Its nice to see my friend Stacie every once and a while but I'm pretty sure she wont be back for a few months or so. The thought of beer or liquor makes me want to gag.